Mom my life is empty without you, even now after all this time I still weep over your memory, I seem to be the only one who submits anything to this memorial site in your memory, it pains me to think nobody else cares now your gone, I know what it feels like to be ignored and forgotten, I don't grieve over my siblings or my family, they don't care about me so I just carry on living my life and doing what you told me to do by staying out of trouble and keeping myself to myself, I don't mind being alone I've always lived alone I'm my own best friend that way I don't get hurt or disappointed. I miss your Sunday dinners I often think about your meals which I always enjoyed eating. Birthdays and Christmas are hard for me also the day you left this world. I get by and do what I'm supposed to do I have my moments when things are tough but I get through it. Mom I will never forget you like the others have, I will uphold this site until I no longer am physically able. I love you mom and greatly miss you your loving son Mark xxx